loss

i realized last night that i've lost my passion.
compared to others i am still extremely passionate.
but in this matter, i've lost my passion.
and i hope to regain it very soon.

maybe recognizing my loss of it,
is in fact regaining it.

the shopping cart

is it just me, or is it a universal code
that no matter which shopping cart you choose,
you'll end up with the worst one in the store?

where are the good carts?
the wheels that work,
the carts that don't have sticky stuff on them
that may or may not be a body fluid of some sort,
the ones that have been thoroughly soaked
with WD40 so they don't sound like a dying cat.
where are these carts??

there has GOT to be a good cart company out there.
where is this company?
who do they sell their carts to?
because that's where i want to be shopping.
i don't know about everybody else...

disconnection

does anyone ever feel a complete disconnection with the world?
last night i felt this and it was terrible.
i went swimming in our new pool, which was awesome
but then i left my parents and i came back to my apartment
and no one was here. it was the saddest feeling walking
through the door to no one.
which is funny because just earlier in the day
i was thinking about how i needed some alone time
and i hoped to have the apartment to myself soon.

i went to sleep but i left my bedroom door
slightly open. for an opportunity, i guess.
i fell asleep before said opportunity came.
and i felt completely disconnected.

a.g. you mah gurl

the first cd i ever bought was amy grant- heart in motion.
do i really need to say anything else??

it changed my life. that's all i'll say.